horrible mother :)

so have you ever had those moments when you realize that you are a horrible mother :) - well that was me this morning - last night gracie was freaking out about going to bed so i just left her in her room to have a hissy fit at the door and i could hear her eventually fall asleep bawling at the door with her fingers under the door just reaching out - anyhow so i went to bed and around three i heard her crying in her room - well i figured she had just woken up because it was uncomfortable sleeping on the floor - so i just let her cry herself to sleep again - it was only for about 15 minutes - so in the morning i go to get her out of her room and she is just sitting on the floor playing with her toys like nothing happened - so i come in to play with her and i notice her hair looks funny - which she gets really bad bed hair so that wasn't out of the ordinary - anyhow upon further inspection i realize that there are chunks of food in her hair - yes her is the climax - gracie had thrown up last night and spent the night sleeping in her vomit!!! -- aahhh - i felt so horrible - however i think i served my punishment - trying to wash that stuff out of her hair almost made me sick- however i think for the next few months - when gracie crys during the night - i am at least going to check on her - poor child - hahahah